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The Girl Who Knew His Name / Chapter 5 / 6

Gray Thistle

June Mercer did not waste time on panic.

She gave Maya warm water in a basin, clean socks too big for her feet, and a bowl of soup the child held with both hands before eating. She listened to Arthur's story without interrupting except once, when he mentioned Gerard's warning.

"Gray Thistle isn't on the brochures anymore," June said. "But it still takes private referrals. Families with money. People nobody wants questions about."

Arthur set the briefcase on June's kitchen table.

Maya sat in the chair nearest the wall. She had not taken off Arthur's coat.

"Can you call someone safe?" Arthur asked June.

June nodded.

"A patient advocate I trust. A legal aid friend. Not the station desk. Not yet. We need Livia's voice, if she can still give it."

Arthur looked at Maya.

"Can you show us the place?"

Maya's spoon stopped halfway to her mouth.

Fear moved across her face like a cloud shadow.

Arthur regretted asking before the words finished leaving him.

"You don't have to go inside," he said. "You don't have to go near it. Just tell us where."

Maya placed the spoon down carefully.

"She'll be scared if I don't come."

June's eyes softened.

"Baby, you are twelve."

Maya looked at her.

"She was scared first."

No one answered that.

An hour later, they drove through the city in June's old sedan. Maya sat in the back beneath a blanket, now wearing spare shoes from June's neighbor. They were too large, but she had tied the laces twice around her ankles.

Arthur sat beside her with the briefcase on his knees.

Outside, the brick blocks gave way to warehouses, then to a road lined with winter trees and low fences. Gray Thistle sat behind a laundry building with yellow stairs on the side, just as Maya had said.

It did not look like a prison.

That was the first thing that made Arthur afraid.

It looked clean. Quiet. Tucked away. A place designed to make outsiders feel ashamed for suspecting anything.

June parked two streets over.

"We do not storm in," she said. "We walk in. We ask to see Livia Keane. We let them make the first mistake."

Arthur nodded, though every muscle in his body wanted speed.

Maya reached into the pocket of Arthur's coat and pulled out the brass key from the apartment.

"It opens the blue door at the back," she said. "Livia said not to use it unless the front lies."

June studied the child for a long second.

"Then the front is going to lie."

It did.

The woman at the front desk had a soft voice and hard eyes. She told Arthur there was no Livia Keane. She told June that visiting hours required an appointment. She told Maya nothing at all because she did not look at Maya as a person.

Arthur placed Livia's photograph on the counter.

The woman's eyes dropped to it.

Only for a second.

June saw it.

Arthur saw it.

Maya whispered, "She's here."

A door opened in the corridor behind the desk. A man in a pale shirt stepped out, saw Maya, and froze.

That was the mistake.

June moved first, not toward him but toward the side hall, blocking his view of Maya with her body. Arthur followed her, briefcase in hand. Maya stayed behind him, one hand gripping the back of his jacket as she had on the stairs.

The man said something about rules.

Arthur did not hear it.

From the far end of the hall came a voice.

Faint. Hoarse. Unsteady.

"Maya?"

The child broke from behind Arthur before he could stop her.

She ran past two doorways and stopped at a half-open room where the afternoon light fell across a narrow bed.

Arthur reached the doorway behind her.

A woman sat in the bed with one hand pressed to the blanket. Her dark hair had gone silver in places. Her face was thinner, older, marked by years Arthur had not been there to count.

But the eyes were Livia's.

Pale blue. Fierce. Awake.

Arthur gripped the doorframe.

Livia looked from Maya to him.

Her mouth trembled once.

"Blue fox," Arthur said.

Livia began to cry without making a sound.

Maya climbed onto the edge of the bed and took her hand.

"I found him," she said.

Arthur stepped into the room.

The man in the pale shirt appeared behind him, speaking too fast now. June was already on the phone in the hallway, her voice level and sharp, giving names, locations, and one sentence that made the man stop talking.

"The patient is stating she wants family present."

Arthur opened the briefcase on Livia's bed.

He laid out the photograph, the tape, the ribbon, the brass key, and his mother's sealed letter.

Livia touched the old blue ribbon with two fingers.

"I thought he'd burn it," she whispered.

"Gerard?" Arthur asked.

Livia nodded.

Then her eyes moved to Maya.

"He knows she went to you?"

"Yes," Arthur said.

Livia closed her eyes.

May you like

When she opened them, fear had not left. It had changed direction.

"Then don't fight him in a hallway," she said. "Make him say my name where he can't take it back."

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